There are just times when you're overwhelmed by how fast things are changing. At one instance you become comfortable believing in a vision of how things would go; but the next thing that happens is how everything turns out so differently. When you are taken by surprise by events you didn't even expect to happen, you know you'd have to accustom to these new circumstances. Eventually, through a period of time, you then learn to develop a new routine to adapt to that new condition. But sometimes, when you've finally given your best to cope up with the changes in your life, and when you already have acquired the courage to adapt and live on, a whole new set of changes are then introduced. It's truly frustrating and discouraging especially when you realize that what you have already given would still not be enough.
Living in the real world is like boarding an unstoppable train passing through a heavy fog. You may know your destination but you cannot see the tracks ahead of you. It is like venturing on a vast new ocean; you wouldn't know how high the waves can be, or when the storm might come. Well,life is unpredictable. I keep getting caught offguard all the time; and I just can't seem to learn. Most of the time, I feel unconfident towards the responsibilities I have to take, and unsure with the decisions I am about to make. With how rapidly the situations are changing, I still don't know up to what extent I could handle things. Maybe tomorrow I could conquer the day, maybe not. Maybe my efforts are good enough for now, maybe I still have a whole lot more to learn. The future is determined by how we act in the present; but the present is just so precarious. I guess what matters is how we react and adapt to various circumstances we face. We experience challenges, we complain, but soon enough, we learn to adapt. We learn that life goes on whatever the present brings.
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