When weighing in on whether I am where I want to be, there's hardly any doubt that I am not. I've reached this point where I realize that after all my pursuits, I still really do not know anything - maybe not even myself. All this somehow only indicate that I am nowhere near to what I can truly be. Weather it was a series of bad decisions that brought me here, or possibly just my own ignorance, I can't deny that I let all this happen to myself. How did I become so devoid of ambition?
